Okay, i'm back. Like finally. This whole week was tough, for me, for my family members and relatives. All these made me seriously realised the people who were there for us, and enlightened me to cherish their presence.
For 17 years, she has been there, no matter healthy or bed-ridden. Since young, she has doted on all of us. When i was schooling in my kindergarden, she would always accompany me there and made sure that i was safely in the classroom before she would walk home.
She would wake up early in the morning just to see me to the bustop, then she would go home after i got onto the bus. As days got longer, i felt that there was no need for her to do this everyday and even quarrelled a few times with her. She must have felt heartbroken then.
I went guangzhou with her when i was primary 5. Enjoyed myself and really spent quality time with her. The most regretful thing was to misplace the photo we took there. I missed her cooking, missed the presence of her always standing by the window at the balcony mumbling and mumbling, missed seeing her carry her black bag, missed her loud talkings, missed seeing her always sitting in front of the altar flipping through the pages of the chinese calendar book. I missed talking to her and smiling at her.
Was it really fate she chose that monday morning? After she had seen everyone on sunday night then she decided to bid farewell to the world? It's always never enough, i've never done enough as a granddaughter, never treated her good enough.
The 5 days wake was heartbreaking, was the most tearful days of my entire life. Seeing my normally-strong uncles' tears was so sad. I hope she would be happy no matter where she is, and that she would always be remembered.
After this, i would like to wish my bestie happy birthday again. Let me know when u're free and i'll bring you for makan okay!(: and also sorry that i couldnt spend your birthday with you.
And i would want to thank my dearest baby derrick goh for been there throughout the long, tiring days. Going over to the wake everyday after school and always accompanying me and my family. He has been a really great help for my mum, for my sisters, for everything. Didnt get to spend Valentine's nicely, but we're gonna make it up during our 1st year on the 25th if possible(: I Love You.
sweet seventeeeeen
NP - LMGT
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