Thursday, January 17, 2008

Oopsie, not used to not having breakfast with baby): Woke up at ard 8 today, prepared for school as usual. Realised i cant sleep for too long 'cos i would be more tired in the end. Lol. But it always feels great to go to sleep in baby's arms! Forever dont know when did he leave. Hahahh.


Discussed abit about EIS project during lessons, lunched from SIM, now surfing ard the net. SO BORED. EALS re-test after school and project after that): Today's schedule is so damn packed i'm so afraid i cant meet baby on time!


ASTATS is really sucking my brain cells away, the teacher always writes so small on the board and expects only ants to see. She should really improve on her handwriting. If possible, on her attitude too(:


Projects and tests are slowly coming, stresses coming too! Not much confidence on getting better results den the previous semester, but i'll try!(:

5:36 AM(:

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

In school now! Having EALS lessons, yesyes it's a new chapter and i think i'm understanding it!(: Blur sotong xinyi thought that lesson starts at 10. She's just so silly, lol.


Anyway, slept damn early ytd at ard 10. Baby accompanied me till i really went to sleep den he left(: Loves! This morning met him for breakfast and we chit-chatted alot alot, really. About dreams we had, about games and alot of stuffs. Next i slept on his shoulder all the way to outram. I think he's late for school but he always says never mind. Sweet boy i have<3


I think it's kind of sad and demoralising that when no one knows it that you're studying very hard and keeps on pushing you to do it. There are times when i really studied hard, went around for help, looking through my msn list, finding for people who can explain things to me and wont find me a nuisance for asking so many questions, BUT, does people know? I'm trying very hard to be smart, to understand what the lecturers are talking about and know how to answer questions in tutorials. But i just need more time den others to do it that's all. It's just very disappointing.

1:47 AM(:

Saturday, January 12, 2008

8th January 2007, Tuesday
Yay, stressful day brightened up by baby's appearance at clementi!((((: Thanks ah xinyi, LOL. Thanks for ur great help to manage to pull derrick over to clementi despite his relunctant-ness. Hahahh. Love you lar! Kisses for baby!(:


Stayed over at my house 'cos he needed to pee urgently while waiting for the last train home. Plus it was raining, therefore decided to skip school the next day! Spent another night with him again!<33333


9th January 2007, Wednesday
No school! Lol. Finally found a day for me to rest my mind and relax alr. Cherished this wednesday like never before!:DDD Got to sleep later 'cos it's thursday the next day and lessons' at 1pm to 5pm. Yay. Enjoyed baby's company for the whole day, mahjonged with ant and dajie. Baby went home after that!(:


10th January 2007, Thursday
CATS was fine today, just some embarrassment here and there. But lesson was quite fun afterall!(: Sad that it was raining thus SandW wasnt tennis anymore, lol. Went to play some stupid games near sports complex, sweated alot and was so damn sticky. Rah.


Had icecream with xinyi and off we go!(:


11th January 2007, Friday
COIP lesson's boring): completed SELs, gonna do project liao. Damn sian. After school meeting flowers for sushi dinner later! Super long time since i've seen them): Been busy with dont-know-what-stuffs. Okay, goodbye!

4:30 AM(:

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

GXY decided to skip whole day's school))))): today's lessons super boring, especially ASTATS, dozed off a few times. Seriously feel it's a torture to come school, not a good solution to keep dripping water into my eyes and patting them to keep myself awake. Cant last me any longer. Shit, today still need to complete dont-know-what-report after school, i hate these kind of lecturers, cant make up their mind when's the submission, whether it's individual work or group work. Idiot teacher. RAH.


I've seem to have totally lost the motivation to attend school alr. Really did pay attention to the lecturers talking, but after the lesson's ended i'm totally helpless. Everyday i just wana go home soon and sleep, not thinking about anything. Sleep is the best medicine for me currently, free from troubles. Talking to my babies also helped!((((: they're my trouble-peacers.


THIS IS SHIT.

6:39 AM(:

Yay, i've finally remembered to bring my laptop today!((((: Journey to school's fine, i think i love mrt trips as compared to bus trips. Lol.


Having EALS lessons now and, i seriously admire the studying abilities of my fellow classmates! I'm trying so hard to listen to what the teacher is saying, really putting in my full attention to what he's scribbling on the board but, SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT.


After struggling so so much, i turned to caihua and asked, "Do you really understand what he's talking about?" She replied, "Nope, haha" I immediately asked her, "DEN HOW!?" "Go home read textbook lor. And true enough, i think majority of my classmates really really go back home and read through the textbook, understand the concepts themselves, do the questions, if they meet problems DEN they see the teacher.


Ohmygod. Yuan lai, dont listen to what he said, but go home and study yourself! And the amazing part is, some of my friends can actually score so well just by studying themselves. I really hoped i have half of their brains and intelligence))))):


Okay, it's obvious i'm blogging more often 'cos school started and i'm restricted to the time i play. Getting kind of worried for my studies and thus i think i seriously need to pull up my socks, not wanting to be the only failure in class alrT______________T

1:45 AM(:

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Okay, today's only monday and lots of unlucky stuffs happened to me and the people around me)))):


First thing in the morning, IMAGINE I CAN FORGOT TO BRING MY BIG BULKY LAPTOP. But guess what? I brought the charger. This made xinyi&caihua laughed like hell. Lol. I realised it only when baby told me at OUTRAM PARK MRT STATION. Damn, had breakfast in compass but didnt realise. At least still got time to go home. Hais.


School was so boring for me! I'm not sure about the others, but the passion to go school is deteriorating))))): I need motivation to go school! EALS practical was kind of fun 'cos at least we're able to interact verbally&physically. But COIP is just listening though unnecessary, EIS is all about using comp, waiting for teacher to dismiss us, or when lucky the teacher will go, "Okay, early dismissal, i'm having a baaaaaaad headache"-___________-


Went canteen 1 for lunch and guess what? Xinyi left her laptop there! Right under the tables!!!!! It was kind of late when she realised her forgetfulness. Immediately chionged all the way back to the canteen table we previously sat, sad to say, wasnt there alr. Few people approached me and told me a lecturer took it and shld be giving it to the lost&found area. Xinyi was super down ever since her laptop was gone))))): never seen her so down before. LOL. For then, we could only hope that the NPstaffs call xinyi after we reported her loss.


School ended and we waited in canteen for 5pm to arrive. Chit-chatted and time just passed like nobody's business. It was 5.05pm when we realised and shit, late for EALS extra lessons. The two girls were nice enough to accompany me to the lessons!


While we were doing the sums in class, xinyi received her miraculous call from NP, andand, ahaaa, you people shld know what happened. LAPTOP'S FOUND!:DDDDD was so damn happy for her can!!!! Her sadsad face immediately, without fail, turned into a BIG SMILE! Lol.


Can see she was really happy&relived lar. Went home straight after lessons!(((((:


12:41 PM(:

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Belated Merry Christmas & A Happy 2008!(:



I'm back i'm back! Lol. Been busy gaming and enjoying the festive season! Christmas was fun, celebrated with flowers and family, the climax was bullying xiaowei that part. LOL. Okay, dont elaborate more lest i get murdered by slowpoke heng.





Anyway, lost much money in mahjong these few days. Luck's so bad i nearly gave up on them. Rah):





But i'm so happy because baby's with me throughout these few days! Love spending time with him always, sleeping, eating, sweet-talking&laughing like hell. I dont know why but i just love to bite his arms:DDDD





In school now, dreadful): wana go home as soon as possible! Still in the holiday mood and dont wana go back to the schooling one): tutorials, assignments, quizzes, tests and lots of stresses coming back for me! RAH.

10:18 AM(:








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