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2008-06-12T08:42:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-11T08:10:00.002+08:00

Woots, found ourselves a jobslot in the coming IT fair at suntec this weekend(: Girlfriend's working from thursday onwards and I'll be joining like saturday, hee. First time working in this kind of sales promoter job(yar kind of weird why this is my first time but what to do), very stressed up 'cos the day before we went down SimLim for the briefing and a whole stack of LG-related stuffs appeared in our hands><

Walked down the lane of Bugis Street and as usual, laughed and eat laughed and eat. Please take note okay, the bubble tea and cupcorn sold from the stall right infront of the bustop sucks. I left the cupcorn at another stall and walked off, seriously sucks.

Went for my haircut appointment at Fareast, okay I lost my way there(damn paiseh, not gonna talk more about itT_T) short short concave hair:D seriously cannot take long hair. Ant did the maggimee hair(really very funny when she said looked like our dog hebe and the way she pressed down her hair and let it bounced back).

We fetched baby from dhobyghaut bustop and we went chompchomp! Very full dinner, dabao-ed the nice beancurd and home(:

Baby stayed over for EURO!

The next day, went compass point with baby and met soonhwa to buy their work-needed-stuff. My dear boy's got gigantic feet.

We bought sushi, finished it bought bubble tea and home we're off to!(:

Very very simple days spent but we're happy!(:

2008-06-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

Damn nice weekend spent okay!(:

The marathon was fantastic, the stayover, classmates, talks, laughs, jokes and alot alot! We spent the whole long night chit-chatting, ghoststories-blahblahing and gossipings=XXX But very fun! My classmates arent actually who they are in school okay:D Hah

Whole of helping out for marathon was craziness with girlfriend, laughed wildly and did stupid actions infront of seniors. Got weird eyes from those runners and alot lar. We saw a spiderman running okay, actually no lar he's just wearing a whole spiderman suit and running-.-

Super lots of gossiping and aunty-talks with girlfriend, she seriously cheered me up immediately when I felt so so down till I nearly cried lor. She's really a wonderful girlfriend okay, just very sam-bat sometimes.

Very coincidentally, saw Ivan and Jicai during the marathon. They were also helping out lar. Went back home with Ivan by caaaaaaaab, damn tired lar.

Really really hate stupid quarrels over unnecessary people, always telling myself not to think not to think but it's really super godamn difficult. Girls are forever comparing, not trusting and unreasonable. Keep on reminding myself that it's really difficult to find someone I love so much, therefore shall cherish this little boy of mine like nobody has done before 'cos he's just so sweet sometimes.

2008-06-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

Hola everyone! Lol, xinyi must be "Eh ahsiao, you okay anot?"

Okay lar, it's ard 6pm now and I JUST WOKE UP! Ohmygod can. Baby's going town with his bros(: I'll be missing him alot tonight 'cos we wont meet! It's been so so long since he'd met his bros and go out/town together. HE'S GONNA HAVE FUN TONIGHT CAN.

Anyway, staying up late and not sleep has alr been a routine for me and maybe xinyi. BUT. TONIGHT. IT'S IN SCHOOL! EEEEUUUUHOOOO. LOL. Xinyi will know how that sounds like.

Alright, there's a marathon held by our classmates in ECP tmr and we're the helpers! Lol. What we have to do is kind of "usher" water to the runners. Sounds very fun okay. Ofcos not the usher part, it's the TONIGHT PART. Hohoho.

I've stayed over at xinyi's place before, so obviously it's not the staying-over-with-xinyi that's making me excited. It's with the CLASSMATES:D How nice if we can bring our laptop and play games over there. Sad.

I wonder what we will be doing in school tonight, but I know it's gonna be alot of fun!(:

Okay, EURO's opening ceremony tonight at 11pm. I'm gonna miss it.

2008-06-02T05:49:00.002+08:00

Time: 5.25am

Mood: Feeling sweet(:

What last happened: Baby called me and talked with me for awhile, that few minutes were so sweeeet.

It has been one year plus since we've got together, from the beginning we've alr met everyday if we can unless there's any programmes. Still not feeling the sian-ness until today(: hope we wouldn't ever feel that way!

Seriously, we've went through so much(okay lar some ppl might not think it's alot) like on the verge of breaking up in the past because of some issues like he going clubbing so damn often and lots of other stuffs.

Frankly speaking, it's really damn hard to tolerate since then when you're crying every night without your family members knowing how and your boyfriend is there, outside, clubbing and enjoying. This is really what I have to say to guys who are attached with good girls - Is going clubbing so much more relaxing and enjoying than spending quality time with your sweet girl?

I'm very very fortunate that my boy's seldom going alr(: not sure whether it's only for the time-being and in the next few months when he has graduated he would start his craziness again, but who cares, nobody knows what might happen tmr! So, I should be happy now and be contented that he's with me everyday, every single day.

Lots of movies have this line - It's really fate and destiny that in the whole wide world, you can meet a guy/girl that you set your eyes on and be with him/her. Therefore, CHERISH THIS RELATIONSHIP!

And the sichuan earthquake really made me realised how much I should cherish the ones I loved. It's like, we're so fortunate that we can live to meet the ones we love, not like the poor baby whose mummy protected the baby until the last minute, when she alr died and the earthquake finally stopped, the baby was still so safely living. So sad right?! The mother have to convey her love through the sms. "Dear baby, if you can stay alive please remember that mummy loves you forever." Mygod, I think even my own mummy couldn't control her tears lor, but she just act like nothing happened and turned back onto the computer screen and continued her Minesweeper-.-

Therefore, really must know how to tolerate and compromise in a relationship or even in your family. 'Cos you seriously don't know what might happen tmr, or even the next minute(:

For this, I have to say that I love everyone I know!

I LOVE YOU BABY GOH(:

2008-05-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

Okay, very nice weekend spent(:

Friday was a long day with baby okay, bumped onto shihui, rayson and his friend in compass point. Lunched together and waited till yuentuck and faloon reached compass den parted with them while rayson went town with faloon, yuentuck home and shihui with me and baby for mahjong at baby's place.

Very fun and had alot of laughing at baby's house, mahjonged with baby, shihui and ivan. Baby and me won! Lol. Poor shihui zhahu-ed. Was like past midnight when we ended, packed up and they went off. I stayed over and woke up like afternoon time-.- pizza was like infront of me lor. Shiok huh(:

Went home only ard evening hour, before that we went compass for some errands ran. Dinnered at my place, slacked ard and baby went home!(:

Okay, I know we have papers coming next week. That's why I'm studying in school tmr! If I go home for sure I'll sleep and rot instead of getting stuffs to study. That's why...

Happy 15 months baby(: I LOVE YOU!

2008-05-22T19:58:00.001+08:00

Thursdays are sucky, very very sucky. Let's see how today goes okay?

Cant say I woke up 'cos I didnt really sleep, super shag for the whole day. Can die man, just 1 hour of sleep, so sad. Managed to finish the powerpoint, putting in pictures and editting the fonts and contents. SHOULDNT HAVE SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS STUPID POWERPOINT OKAY.

That evil woman, so unreasonably said so much things to critisize our group. "....I cant really see the effort of this group......." Please okay, you can say that the effort we put in is insufficient, but you cant say that your students DIDNT PUT IN EFFORT okay. Idiot woman. You are teaching for so many donkey years dont tell me none of your students included a video in their presentations lor. Si suaku one. Irritating person.

But anyway, must say peirong's video really put in time and effort. And I MUST MUST SAY, caihua's presentation is very good! I would be so believing her if I were the customer'cos of her fluency lor. *envies*

Bloody hell spoilt the rest of my Thursday, not leaving even a tiny weeny bit of happiness. Complained all the way to baby once I saw him, kept blabbering all over about that irritating woman.

2008-05-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm helping Siti to spread this around(: Not sure what this video is about, but I see luminous swords fighting ard, like StarWars huh.

Very stressed up by projects! Give me a long long break will you, God? Tsk.

Love everyone! Bye(:

2008-05-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

WOOT. Trip to Turi Beach was very fun!(: Went with mummy and her hospital's staffs. Hohoho. The 3 days stay there is so nice, the room's nice, food's nice, waiters' nice but the people outside at the city's not very nice, rude and tico and whatever.

But I wonder if it's a wrong thing to go 'cos the moment I switched on my laptop, the number of mails in both NP and Hotmail seriously seriously caught me leaning back on my sofa. Though this whole week I only need to attend school on thursday, the reports, tutorials and presentations are more than what we can handle!): I rather go school and cancel all these work okay-______________-

I'm lacking good luck these few days! Nearly struck 4D okay, $10k prize): Very sad, baby and I didnt buy and, FIRST PRIZE. $10k I can buy DS, camera and eat alot okayT__________T I can go HK and shop and eat like nobody's business! RAH.

I miss everyone I've not seen for awhile!):

2008-05-12T20:39:00.001+08:00

Very nice 4-couple dinner at Jack's Place for Daddy's birthday on the 6th!(: Quite yummy food there, but I still prefer the sirloin at Cafe Cartel's><>

Next's Happy Mother's Day! Went for dinner outside, den yummy cupcakes at home with icy-strawberry fondues! Cool man(: I love the photo with mummy, hebe and dajie together! That's the 3 Mothers. LOL.

2008-05-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

I've got a new fridge in my house!(: Big big one, with 2 doors those kind. Sounds suaku but tsk, never got this kind of fridge before mah....

Very tired ytd! Iron Man is freeeeeaking nice(: Watched with dajie, ant, joel and baby at Tampines! Bought a tub of Ben and Jerry's choco choco ice cream home, gonna enjoy it tonight yo! Hohoho.

Finished up quite a lot of work, including self-assessments and tutorials with irritating XINYI. Lol. But still got some powerpoints coming on, SIAN.

Anyway, last week we got hooked on this card game Saboteur. It's super fun okay! But very braincells-killing. Played through the midnight those kind, requires alot of acting in the game, some ppl might be quite good in it=X

2008-05-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

OHYES. MONDAY IS FINALLY OVER. Stupid long day man. 10 to 5, tsktsk><

Went school with dearest boy, parted at outram park and met crazy gf at clementi. Reached school for Quality Management and it's super boring can. Promised us for early lunch in the end released at 12 or abit later i dont know. Such a big joke while playing hangman, xinyi better dont spread hor.

Anyway, I've finally learnt how to use Liquify in Photoshop! Lol, maybe I'm abit slow lar. But after xinyi showed me xiaxue's video about that tool, I was really excited man! Hohoho. Next thing is to get a good camera liao(: But it's not a need though, a want which I can wait till I work!(:

Many many work to do, mostly group works. Videos and powerpoints, reports and tutorials ohmygod. Slowly please, let me catch up with the pace):

2008-05-02T15:44:00.000+08:00

Seriously I think this semester is very sucky, lecturers want work done without clear instructions of what we must do. Idiots.

I wonder if I shld stop mahjong awhile, at least until I start working. The feeling is very bad when u play with the risk of being unable to pay the winner at the end of the game. Like, "eh you no money pay still play", though I know can owe one, but still. Tsk. Sometimes things are just beyond our control):

Having bad bad mood these few days, mainly due to periods, shitty cramps. Cant rely on Simflex sialT.T

Today's a holiday, i shld be happy. Yes i shld be.

Tsk, very difficult. Cant, when i still need to go school tmr from 10 to 4. BORING.

I really reeeeeally want to work, but I dont even have time for my school stuffs. I need to save up, but I eat alot-.- very sad to say. When can I feel rich again? Sian. Save up for camera!(:

2008-04-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Having lab lessons now! Kind of like this keyboard, very loud sound when typing. Lol.

Okay, gf overslept(like as usual hor). Lol. Poorthing me have to walk up all the way alone. Tsk. But i saw bestie&renfeng at the bustop! Very happy to see bestie always!(:

Kind of punctual today, reached at 10. Settled down and i'm gonna continue my reflection for that quality management presentation. TSK. Think of it i'll fume.

Yay going amk hub after school with baby!(: Happy 14 months!

Hee, we're going to have Pepper Lunch and xuehuabing after that! Longed for both(: I hope we end early, though i know it's kind of impossible.

Okay, lab work and reflection!:D

2008-04-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

I seriously dont like to do powerpoint presentations and reports): it's so torturing to sit down there whole evening and kill thousands of brain cells just to rephrase words. Not allowed to read off scripts during powerpoint presentations, damn irritating.

I lose alot of sleep everytime during projects period. Really sucky feeling.

2008-04-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Okay, let me start of with a simple monday. Had Honey Golden Flakes for breakfast:D Met crazy gf to go school and lots of hilarious jokes along the journey. Quite a simple day but tiring. Ended school at 3 plus instead of 5! Hohoho. But stayed back in school for project discussion):

Went home with crazy gf AGAIN.

Met baby and went home together. Lights off at 11.30pm(: Tsk, i'm such a healthy girl. LOL.

Today, had ham and cheese sandwich with mustard and ketchup for breakfast! Specially made by ant, though she keep saying it's only shunbian make for me oneT.T Tsk. But i still love your breakfast!(:

Going Pepper Lunch with baby this friday after my school for our 2nd month after a year(: Very very long since i've entered Pepper Lunch alr.

Bestie bought a camera for herself! I've longed for one very long ago, but my financial status is not enough to own one. Hai><

2008-04-19T06:01:00.000+08:00

Pizza bread for breakfast today! Woohoo(: very very nice breakfast made for the whole family by ant. Tsk(: I think i'm having kokokrunch on monday.

Anyway, made a big mistake by bringing laptop to school today. Bag would be much lighter without the adaptor. Sian.

First week only and we are having projects along. Idiot lor, by next thursday MUST present. TSK. Report and self-reflection to be handed up tooT.T

Went Botak Jones for western food during lunch break with classmatessssss(: the food's not bad except that the fries are way too salty and the environment's super duper hot. After lunch was Taboo&Jenga in school's MySpace! Taboo was so entertaining okay. Waiyee and jane really did a great job in asking. LOL. Laughed like mad there lor.

Ohyar, saw bestie in school today! Like so so finally okay. So long den see her once in school. Always niam niam niam to xinyi ask her why never see eileen one. Lol.

Okay, having E-commerce lessons now. I really pity the cute teacher, her voice's so soft despite with the mic. Tsktsktsk. I'll try hard to listen to her sometime!(:

2008-04-18T05:01:00.000+08:00

Yay! School has been okay these two days, except that i've been laughing seriously too much with that crazy queen here. Tsk.

This semester's really great, got breakfast before school at home! Specially prepared by ant okay. Monday mummy prepared egg mayo sandwich for me, Tuesday was ham and cheese toast, today's having baked beans with sausage and scrambled eggs! Hohoho(: So nice okay.

Went to school with a bloated stomach, but the most irritating thingy is that i'll have to squeeze with the OLs and working ppl for this whole semester. Big big TSK.

But anyway, dajie started her new job alr! So so happy for her okay. At least her interviews did paid off(: I hope she's happy with it!

3 hours straight of Supply Chain Management but teacher ended early! Resulting in amelina, jane, that crazy and me going to KAP's macs for brunch! Cabbed there and fro with less den 2 bucks each person. LOL.

Damn tired dont know why. Had been sleeping ALOT alr, and it's really ALOT. Tsk. Looking forward to weekends but den, baby's working!T.T I feel like working too but i know it's the not the right time to get a job now. Hais.

2008-04-15T05:03:00.000+08:00

First day of school! Ohmygod it's kind of err, difficult-to-get-over. Only 2 modules BUT felt like a super duper long day. First lesson we met an irritating lady who kept emphasizing she had a good memory but had alr forgotten our names 1 min after she asked us. Tsk. And her voice kept breaking throughout the lesson, made that crazy girl beside me kept pouncing on my nice shoulder><

Anyway, that lady's supposed to teach us Quality Management. Hai, how contradicting is the module name with the lady's attitude>:( she's so sarcastic.

Lunch with the girliesssss was great! Reached the canteen and saw it packed with year 1 students. Cant imagine i'm attending year 2, so not alikeT.T saw some familiar faces but cant recognise their identity. After break was Chemical Logistics. Wahlao, the name alone can kill. What sodium hydroxide blahblahblah, all are with my secondary school teachers alr! How can i possibly survive in this module?! A big big SIAN when i saw the teacher-.-

Lesson with my notebook is great. But tsk, that crazy girl beside me is pissing off JUST BECAUSE i didnt crack the password on her WORDPRESS blog. But seriously speaking, she really made me laugh my first day off. TOTALLY.

My dear boy isnt awake yet till now. Tsk, where got girlfriend so nice one. Help boyfriend clear junks in emails, remind him about payments unmade, inform him about school stuffs. TSK. How nice can i be. Lol.

Random-

2008-04-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

Oops, my blog's gonna be really dead till school reopens i think!

But anyway, school's reopening kind of soon - in less than a weekT.T really nothing but game mahjong game mahjong game this holiday. Spent alot of time with my baby though he has to work during weekends!(:

Going for dinner with the girls tonight! Kind of sad that i've missed out so much fun from the beaches, bladings and lots of outdoor activities with the girls): all due to my sensitive skin. But i've went to the doctor's and it's recovering! Hee.

Anyway, my maid's leaving this friday. Not sure why but, kind of the whole family is waiting for this day-.- haha. But from then onwards, WE WILL HAVE TO DO OUR OWN HOUSEWORK OMG. Seriously, it's dreadful. But like what ant said, i'm too lazy sometimes she wonder is next time derrick will marry meT.T and derrick said, "Maybe i'll consider" SO SAD LOR. Tsk.

Okay no more things to talk about alr. Bye!(:

2008-03-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, i know it's really late to blog about this. But...... THE ZOO TRIP WAS REALLY FUN!(:

Let the pictures do the job:D

ohmygod, look at his big fat toes=X

the sweet sweet us(:

okay, this is retarded. Lol.

aren't they sweet?<3

the parrot is almost camouflaged in baby's shirt-.-

weird-faced monkey with a weird tail><

the cute swimming rat(:

this is alot of them...

the white tiger!:DDD

so beautiful right..

i like this picture most!(:

they really look like maggots, but the cuter version!

what is this family looking at?

hmm... so many fleas huh..

OHMYGOD..

i forgot the name.. tiger dog or something like that..

penguins!!!!!

ahmeng's lookalike, heh

love this!<3

the very very old turtle...

komodo dragon....looks very unappealing!

took pictures of almost all of the snakes.. but i liked this one most! ppl who know me knows why...hee

erm.. i guess this is leopard?

giraffe! one of my favourite animals...

Lol. Can you spot the lion?-.-

Ostrich or emu?

ZEBRA:D

the only horse carriage we saw in the zoo..

rhino rhino!

this marks an end to the trip to zoo!

2008-02-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

25th February 2008
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH MY BELOVED SWEETIEEEEEE BOY(: So so happy! Hohoho.

Celebrated on sunday 'cos baby's having school on monday! Went town, lunched at cineleisure's HongKong Cafe as usual. Ate and chatted so happily(: Hmmmmm. After that we went NUM and bought 2 pairs of Braziliano Praias, exactly of the same design, but obviously different sizes. And it's REALLY DIFFERENT SIZES. Mine looks like a normal slipper but baby's looks like a sampan. LOL. Got him a Mr Perfect tee and it looks just good on him!(: How nice if he's a lil' bit more macho. HAHAHHA.

Left NUM and went for our movieeeeee! Watched L Changes The World, quite nice(: L's really cute in the show, especially when he tries to stand up straight instead of hunching, and when he keeps munching on those sweet stuffs. Nice show overall!

Hmmm. Let me think where did we go after that. I think it was kind of late alr and we went home after that! Lol. OH YAR. I finally got my ring alr(: New one but it's the same design! Like that baby wont need to buy another one but put on his old one(:

I had a wonderful day with my dear!(: SO nice to be with him! Thanks baby(: I Love You♥

26th February 2008
In medan! Ant's hometown(: It's in indonesia for those who dont know. Heh. Will be here for 4 days! Came with ant, dajie and mummy(:

First day, reached medan in the morning, ate and went back ant's apartment. It's freeeeaking big okay, the house ohmygod. 4 storeys, 4 maids, 6 rooms each with a bathroom! Cant believe it. Lol. Ant has 2 nephews - Kelvin&Justin- and 1 niece - Jojo in short- all very cute oneee. Jojo's room is so nice, all pink and barbiedollish, exactly what a lil' girl at her age will desire for her room!((((:

Oh yar, not to forget ant has 2 dogs here - a golden retriever named Whiskie and a chowchow Montero! Damn cute, photos will be uploaded, hopefully!(: If not just go my dajie's blog. Lol. Too lazy sometimes.

27th February 2008
For these few days in medan here, we went for manicure&pedicure, sinseh, shopping centre, but most importantly, WE ATE. The number of times we go out and eat is scary. Really very full sometimes but the food just comes infront of u unknowingly. Lol.

Watched dvds during our freetime at night, play comp and sleep! Hohoho, it's really enjoying life here. It's only the second night(: Tmr we're going to see a GaoRen, kind of like a fortune-teller, but high class one plus he's really amazing((((:

Okay bye! Missed everyone especially my baby who's asleep now(: Love you loads my dear!

2008-02-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm back. Like finally. This whole week was tough, for me, for my family members and relatives. All these made me seriously realised the people who were there for us, and enlightened me to cherish their presence.

For 17 years, she has been there, no matter healthy or bed-ridden. Since young, she has doted on all of us. When i was schooling in my kindergarden, she would always accompany me there and made sure that i was safely in the classroom before she would walk home.

She would wake up early in the morning just to see me to the bustop, then she would go home after i got onto the bus. As days got longer, i felt that there was no need for her to do this everyday and even quarrelled a few times with her. She must have felt heartbroken then.

I went guangzhou with her when i was primary 5. Enjoyed myself and really spent quality time with her. The most regretful thing was to misplace the photo we took there. I missed her cooking, missed the presence of her always standing by the window at the balcony mumbling and mumbling, missed seeing her carry her black bag, missed her loud talkings, missed seeing her always sitting in front of the altar flipping through the pages of the chinese calendar book. I missed talking to her and smiling at her.

Was it really fate she chose that monday morning? After she had seen everyone on sunday night then she decided to bid farewell to the world? It's always never enough, i've never done enough as a granddaughter, never treated her good enough.

The 5 days wake was heartbreaking, was the most tearful days of my entire life. Seeing my normally-strong uncles' tears was so sad. I hope she would be happy no matter where she is, and that she would always be remembered.

For my dearest, beloved grandmother ♥

After this, i would like to wish my bestie happy birthday again. Let me know when u're free and i'll bring you for makan okay!(: and also sorry that i couldnt spend your birthday with you.

And i would want to thank my dearest baby derrick goh for been there throughout the long, tiring days. Going over to the wake everyday after school and always accompanying me and my family. He has been a really great help for my mum, for my sisters, for everything. Didnt get to spend Valentine's nicely, but we're gonna make it up during our 1st year on the 25th if possible(: I Love You.

2008-01-17T05:36:00.000+08:00

Oopsie, not used to not having breakfast with baby): Woke up at ard 8 today, prepared for school as usual. Realised i cant sleep for too long 'cos i would be more tired in the end. Lol. But it always feels great to go to sleep in baby's arms! Forever dont know when did he leave. Hahahh.

Discussed abit about EIS project during lessons, lunched from SIM, now surfing ard the net. SO BORED. EALS re-test after school and project after that): Today's schedule is so damn packed i'm so afraid i cant meet baby on time!

ASTATS is really sucking my brain cells away, the teacher always writes so small on the board and expects only ants to see. She should really improve on her handwriting. If possible, on her attitude too(:

Projects and tests are slowly coming, stresses coming too! Not much confidence on getting better results den the previous semester, but i'll try!(:

2008-01-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

In school now! Having EALS lessons, yesyes it's a new chapter and i think i'm understanding it!(: Blur sotong xinyi thought that lesson starts at 10. She's just so silly, lol.

Anyway, slept damn early ytd at ard 10. Baby accompanied me till i really went to sleep den he left(: Loves! This morning met him for breakfast and we chit-chatted alot alot, really. About dreams we had, about games and alot of stuffs. Next i slept on his shoulder all the way to outram. I think he's late for school but he always says never mind. Sweet boy i have<3

I think it's kind of sad and demoralising that when no one knows it that you're studying very hard and keeps on pushing you to do it. There are times when i really studied hard, went around for help, looking through my msn list, finding for people who can explain things to me and wont find me a nuisance for asking so many questions, BUT, does people know? I'm trying very hard to be smart, to understand what the lecturers are talking about and know how to answer questions in tutorials. But i just need more time den others to do it that's all. It's just very disappointing.

2008-01-12T04:30:00.000+08:00

8th January 2007, Tuesday
Yay, stressful day brightened up by baby's appearance at clementi!((((: Thanks ah xinyi, LOL. Thanks for ur great help to manage to pull derrick over to clementi despite his relunctant-ness. Hahahh. Love you lar! Kisses for baby!(:

Stayed over at my house 'cos he needed to pee urgently while waiting for the last train home. Plus it was raining, therefore decided to skip school the next day! Spent another night with him again!<33333

9th January 2007, Wednesday
No school! Lol. Finally found a day for me to rest my mind and relax alr. Cherished this wednesday like never before!:DDD Got to sleep later 'cos it's thursday the next day and lessons' at 1pm to 5pm. Yay. Enjoyed baby's company for the whole day, mahjonged with ant and dajie. Baby went home after that!(:

10th January 2007, Thursday
CATS was fine today, just some embarrassment here and there. But lesson was quite fun afterall!(: Sad that it was raining thus SandW wasnt tennis anymore, lol. Went to play some stupid games near sports complex, sweated alot and was so damn sticky. Rah.

Had icecream with xinyi and off we go!(:

11th January 2007, Friday
COIP lesson's boring): completed SELs, gonna do project liao. Damn sian. After school meeting flowers for sushi dinner later! Super long time since i've seen them): Been busy with dont-know-what-stuffs. Okay, goodbye!

2008-01-09T06:39:00.000+08:00

GXY decided to skip whole day's school))))): today's lessons super boring, especially ASTATS, dozed off a few times. Seriously feel it's a torture to come school, not a good solution to keep dripping water into my eyes and patting them to keep myself awake. Cant last me any longer. Shit, today still need to complete dont-know-what-report after school, i hate these kind of lecturers, cant make up their mind when's the submission, whether it's individual work or group work. Idiot teacher. RAH.

I've seem to have totally lost the motivation to attend school alr. Really did pay attention to the lecturers talking, but after the lesson's ended i'm totally helpless. Everyday i just wana go home soon and sleep, not thinking about anything. Sleep is the best medicine for me currently, free from troubles. Talking to my babies also helped!((((: they're my trouble-peacers.

THIS IS SHIT.

2008-01-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

Yay, i've finally remembered to bring my laptop today!((((: Journey to school's fine, i think i love mrt trips as compared to bus trips. Lol.

Having EALS lessons now and, i seriously admire the studying abilities of my fellow classmates! I'm trying so hard to listen to what the teacher is saying, really putting in my full attention to what he's scribbling on the board but, SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT HE'S TALKING ABOUT.

After struggling so so much, i turned to caihua and asked, "Do you really understand what he's talking about?" She replied, "Nope, haha" I immediately asked her, "DEN HOW!?" "Go home read textbook lor. And true enough, i think majority of my classmates really really go back home and read through the textbook, understand the concepts themselves, do the questions, if they meet problems DEN they see the teacher.

Ohmygod. Yuan lai, dont listen to what he said, but go home and study yourself! And the amazing part is, some of my friends can actually score so well just by studying themselves. I really hoped i have half of their brains and intelligence))))):

Okay, it's obvious i'm blogging more often 'cos school started and i'm restricted to the time i play. Getting kind of worried for my studies and thus i think i seriously need to pull up my socks, not wanting to be the only failure in class alrT______________T

2008-01-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, today's only monday and lots of unlucky stuffs happened to me and the people around me)))):

First thing in the morning, IMAGINE I CAN FORGOT TO BRING MY BIG BULKY LAPTOP. But guess what? I brought the charger. This made xinyi&caihua laughed like hell. Lol. I realised it only when baby told me at OUTRAM PARK MRT STATION. Damn, had breakfast in compass but didnt realise. At least still got time to go home. Hais.

School was so boring for me! I'm not sure about the others, but the passion to go school is deteriorating))))): I need motivation to go school! EALS practical was kind of fun 'cos at least we're able to interact verbally&physically. But COIP is just listening though unnecessary, EIS is all about using comp, waiting for teacher to dismiss us, or when lucky the teacher will go, "Okay, early dismissal, i'm having a baaaaaaad headache"-___________-

Went canteen 1 for lunch and guess what? Xinyi left her laptop there! Right under the tables!!!!! It was kind of late when she realised her forgetfulness. Immediately chionged all the way back to the canteen table we previously sat, sad to say, wasnt there alr. Few people approached me and told me a lecturer took it and shld be giving it to the lost&found area. Xinyi was super down ever since her laptop was gone))))): never seen her so down before. LOL. For then, we could only hope that the NPstaffs call xinyi after we reported her loss.

School ended and we waited in canteen for 5pm to arrive. Chit-chatted and time just passed like nobody's business. It was 5.05pm when we realised and shit, late for EALS extra lessons. The two girls were nice enough to accompany me to the lessons!

While we were doing the sums in class, xinyi received her miraculous call from NP, andand, ahaaa, you people shld know what happened. LAPTOP'S FOUND!:DDDDD was so damn happy for her can!!!! Her sadsad face immediately, without fail, turned into a BIG SMILE! Lol.

Can see she was really happy&relived lar. Went home straight after lessons!(((((:

2008-01-02T10:18:00.000+08:00

Belated Merry Christmas & A Happy 2008!(:

I'm back i'm back! Lol. Been busy gaming and enjoying the festive season! Christmas was fun, celebrated with flowers and family, the climax was bullying xiaowei that part. LOL. Okay, dont elaborate more lest i get murdered by slowpoke heng.

Anyway, lost much money in mahjong these few days. Luck's so bad i nearly gave up on them. Rah):

But i'm so happy because baby's with me throughout these few days! Love spending time with him always, sleeping, eating, sweet-talking&laughing like hell. I dont know why but i just love to bite his arms:DDDD

In school now, dreadful): wana go home as soon as possible! Still in the holiday mood and dont wana go back to the schooling one): tutorials, assignments, quizzes, tests and lots of stresses coming back for me! RAH.

2007-12-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

LEO MAN

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial - expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frighten, he will react and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply 'order and demanding'. He will not talk fast, or cannot talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a loser for he will rather die than lose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very upset like a rainystorm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girlfriends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but losing his face is not one of them. Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels 'in power'. He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke, he can find money still. He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has nomoney, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking upand making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him,you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

Ohmygod this is really so so true about baby:DDDD especially those with italics/bold/color!

2007-12-21T09:20:00.000+08:00

Baby, i'm finally rotting home today! Lol. For the pass few days i've been going out and going out. But since today's hari raya and ahdeh's off, i've decided to stay at home and be a good girl, accompany my mummy!(:

Mahjong yesterday was hilarious, with janice dun, khimho&daniel. Khimho's words really make us lie on the mahjong table hitting. Lol. Played two rounds from 11 till 4. Lost but i really had fun(: Would be fun-er if you're here. Didnt want to cab home, so janice dun and khimho&another guy i dont know who accompanied me to chitchat while time passes(: Thank you guys!

Reached home and was dead tired. Slept till 4 plus in the afternoon, woke up and found my mummy sewing things. Ohyar, Ant's back!(((((((: Laughter's back and i think renovation of the house's soon!(: Love her!

Baby, dont worry about me and have fun there! I'll see you in 3 days' time(: I Love You;

2007-12-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

Baby, i woke up at 2 plus this afternoon and started playing maple since then! Lol. Met some really wicked ppl and decided to stop playing. Was alr dinner time by then! Watched tv and had my dinner. Andand, ahdeh cooked your favourite soup!(: I helped you drink ur share alr, which is 2 bowls! Ahahahahha.

Ohyar, someone commited suicide beside my block. So scary, the body and everything. Though covered with that blue police tent, but one of the police went to open the tent, and the white cloth covering the body. Damn scary, lots of thoughts passed through my mind; why would someone choose to jump off the building and not other ways, lol. Must have took lots of courage man.

Okay, i'm going janice's house for overnight mahjong later, i hope i'll win. Andand, xiaowei's going genting soon! Have fun slowpoke heng!(:

2007-12-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

Baby, i went out with flowers today! Had a really fun time with them(: Went mabel's house to slack for a few hours, watch tv, gossip&chat. Ikea after that, bought some stuffs, had their yummy hotdog buns and off we go! Back to mabel's house we played mahjong, watched tv. I always talk so much with the flowers(: Love them!

Really happy to hear your voice babe(: seriously missed you like hell. Hope that you would find your black mahjong tiles soon! I love you(:

2007-12-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

Baby, i woke up only 4 in the afternoon today!=XXXXX met eileen and janice at hougang mall's mac for dinner and chit-chatting! Walked ard hougang mall, bought stuffs and went off to janice's house for mahjong((((((((: Watched shouzu before that, would have recorded it for you if i were at home, 'cos it's the first episode and i know you will want to watch it! But i'm so sorry):

Played mahjong with janice, xiaowei and desmond for only one round and won some:DDD Breakfast and den ikea with the girls! Happy happy(:

Really really happy that you're msging me everyday. Seriously miss you so much): Made me realise how important you're to me, in my life. I need your company baby. How i wish you're lying that you're going for ten days. How i wish you could suddenly appear in front of my doorstep. Please have fun there, so as not to waste my wait for you here!(: I love you baby;

2007-12-17T18:14:00.000+08:00

Baby, i need you here. Too many stuffs are happening at home and i really miss you.

2007-12-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

Baby, i must must tell you that i really really missed you): I miss your hug! Your big big hug, sweeeeet kisses, and your wordssssss! Come back soon)))))):

Anyway, today i went out with xinyi and caihua, for xuehuabing! And dinner too, though didnt really ate much. The girls are really lovable man! Went arcade and played alot of games, laughed like mad while everybody's looking-_________- sucky scores for basketballs, balls flying all over, loose buttons for game machines, naughty lil' boy disturbing and many many bad stuffs! Rah. But we had lots of fun overall!((((((:

Ohyar! Took NEOPRINTS! Ohmygod, long long time never take alr! Missed the good old timesssss:DDD Nice photos taken! Love them(:

Trained home at ard 9 plus. Missing your presence for the whole day, i miss your voice babe!)))): I Love You;

2007-12-16T06:58:00.000+08:00

Baby, i woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon ytd, went into maple straight! Lol. Was so bored training alone, luckily caihua joined me soon! Den later at night gary, xinyi and slowly euson(xinyi's friend) became the nightowl maplers. HAHAHHA.

Didnt get to play mahjong at night because of enough khakis. Thus, MAPLE AGAIN:D Played through the night with xinyi and euson, till 8am in the morning. Lol. I'm guilty to say thought. Anyway, i've helped your warrior level 7 levels!(: and it's within ONE DAY! Ahahahh i hope you're enjoying your first day in hongkong. I miss you(: Please come back soon!

Your cookiemonster video isnt enough for me)))))): I'm be listening to our songs still though(: Loves.

P.S. I'm going to meet xinyi in maple sooooon!

2007-12-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

It's 3.33am now, just finished mapling and decided to blog quickly about today(:

Sweet enough to wake up in the morning and baby's the first thing i saw(: Continued sleeping till mid afternoon ard 2 plus 3, had our lunch and played maple! Lol. It's in our cells alr. Trained till 6 plus, baby and me went HK Cafe for our dinner! We would always be very happy to have our meals there(:

Look how much we love their food? Ohmygod.

Andand, i'm so into hotdogs now!!!!!!!

Okay, baby's leaving for hongkong later!(: in another 5 hours or so i'm gonna say byebye to himmmmmm. I'll miss you so very much my sweeeeetie(: Pleaseeeee enjoy urself! Lovessss(:

2007-12-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

YIPPPPEEEEEEE COMMON TEST'S OVER! *jumps and jumps for joy, grinning from ear to ear*

Was really so so happy today after EALS, though after discussing with the girls, many of the answers seem differentttttt): kind of worried for it initially, but after that, HACK-CARE LAR.

Went town area with the girls and gary, walked ard and had some niceeeeeee sushi(: laughed so so much there, ALL BECAUSE OF XINYI. Love the girls soooooo much!

Home after that, was tired and wasnt in a good mood. Emo-ed in the mrt and i think i got alot of pairs of eyes on meeeee-.-

Okay, gonna play maple alr!(: Byeeeee(the love...)

2007-12-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAIHUA!:D wahahahha got who so nice to wish you no matter where HUH? Lol. Okay, have a niceeeeee day with us tmr!(: Love you!

2007-12-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

COIP paper's over! Yay(: Wasnt really confident of passing but who cares, i've done my very best alr!

Reached school early in the morning to study abit more just in case i doze off while studying at home. Ended up reaching school at 7 plus. Lol. But was quite worth it though!(: Had sandwich with the girls after paper, discussed and chat abit before heading home!

The bus journey home was kind of fast, reached home after 1 hour later. Was damn tired when i reached home. But my hardworking cells pulled me away from my wonderful, sponge-y bed, to that cruel, study tableeeeeee): Worked on ASTATS common test papers and so far, i've finished 2 of them!(: I hope all these works 'cos i've really got no clue of what i was doing in ASTATS classes))))))):

Okay, gonna eat some fruits and continue on my last common test paper!(:

2007-12-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

Okay i think this is gonna be another long post(:

6th December 2007, Thursday
Birthday dinner at mabel's house was greeeeeat! Those sushis that you craved in sukis or sakaes are almost all thereeeee(: especially the salmon sushis and sashimissssss. Ohmygod i'm craving for them nowwwww. There's pizza too!

After food was gamessss, Stacko! Damn fun, love big groups. Forfeits were nasty drinkssss, BUT FEAR NOT! I didnt drink even abit, ahahahha~ me and janice dun were so strong and lucky. Didnt end up collapsing any of the "Stacko buildings". And somemore we were so lucky because not only the one who makes the whole thingy fall does the forfeit, he or she needs to throw the dice and the one who's so damn suay kena the number shown on the dice shares the forfeit too. Labels for the end of the day, lucky bengbeng:D

Ended a lil' earlier before midnight and left, bus-ed home with baby and he stayed over!

7th December 2007, Friday
Skipped school in the morning, thinking there's COIP, ended up lesson cancelled! Went for EALS instead. Baby accompanied me, but while i was having my lessons, he watched Halloween in the library. But commented was so not-nice-to-watch that he nearly fell asleep there. Lol. Quickly went to fetch him after my lessons and home we go! Poor baby, came all the way to bukit timah with me when he doesnt even want to attend school in tampines.

Roughly my day ends hereeeeeee.

8th December 2007, Saturday
Oooooh, woke up early in the morning and watched Tofu Street. Lol. I loved this show when i was young man!(Say till like i very old lidat) But anyway, watched till ard 1 plus baby came and prepared to go out alr!(: Went taka in search for his Touch magazineeeee, den Plaza Sing for The Golden Compass!! Nice show with 4 thumbs upppppp:DDD we predicted that there would be The Golden Compass II, let's see!

Walked ard PS, ate and home we go! Slept once we reached home, till 10 plus we woke up and he watched soccer while i continue making friends with COIP. The next thing i'm gonna do is know COIP insideout. Rah.

2007's coming to an end soon! Christmas's coming and baby's leaving for his hongkong trip next week, i know i've been repeating this many many times to baby, but i cant help it cos it's 10 full days ohmygod. No worries i know mahjong's gonna accompany me throughout these 10 days!(: Will definitely miss baby loads loads!

Okay, gota go off soon. Meeting bestie tmr at hougang mrt station at 7am just to get EALS notes and worksheets from her! Lol. Byeeeeeeee(:

2007-12-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEEEEEEEEEEL(: wahahaha i love it when it's one of the flowers' birthday! We will always celebrate it with fun and laughteeeeeer:DDD

Okay, school today ended with a stupid PWA test. Not gonna go into it just in case i get pissed again.

The bus ride home was reeeeeeally cold and lonely without baby): took 151e 'cos i didnt want to wait long long and squeeze with the peeps, plus i wana reach home as fast as i could! The most irritating part was when the bus alr reached hougang but still a distance away from the interchange, i had urgent nature's call! That was really bad plus i was freaking cold. Pee nearly came out reluctantly.

Reached home and headed towards baby's armsssssssss. First thing i did was take my laptop, and rushed through CATS. The last part of the project, was to create my own 7 ideas, compile my group members' 7 ideas and compile them, put them into another slide of the powerpoint, print out as handouts, convert into a CD. Sounds like "last part of the project - should be just a small lil' touch up" right? HELL NO MAN. Spent the whole night till now den i finished printing the handouts and CD. Damn tired plus PMS's acting up. And now what? Individual reflection's waving to me): Shit it.

Sweeeeeet dear baby consoled me with the beeeeeeest words, "I'll be to accompany you throughout, till you finish!" <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3>

2007-12-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

4th December 2007, Tuesday
Was down with fever at 2am in the morning))))): Ended up skipping school when today's the most critical day. Planned to do common test papers with zabors in library after school, borrow xinyi's PWA notes to photocopy, ask chicken little why my JCreator's not working, revise on java exercises. And now, all of the above not done!!!!!!! RAH.

Something reeeeeally bad happened in the afternoon. But i forgive you baby, though i was really startled by that msg. Really hope this is the first time and the last time, you need to be really truthful in a relationship(: Love you!

Okay great, spent the whole night going through baby's revision for his test tmr. After he left, me and xinyi talked to chicken little in msn and i was really pissed. Perhaps it's because i didnt really prepare myself well for PWA, but still he shldnt let us rely so much on our laptops for these module in the beginning, and end up one week before the test, telling us that no laptops are allowed. How are we gonna compile our results and know whether we're correct anot? This is really shit, "just try your best blahblahblah" raaaaaaaaaaaah>>>>>:(

5th december 2007, Wednesday
Am in class now with the girls, preparing for our EIS presentation and stuffs. Xinyi's having migraine thus will be taking over her part. Hope she's coming soon!(((((:

Common test's next week, only started writing notes on COIP. I hope i dont score too badly for this coming common test!)))))):

2007-12-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from baby's place! Hee. Went to surprise him with a sweeeeeeet Macdonald's hotcakes breakfast((((((: Waited with him for his bus den off i go! Gonna sleep now 'cos i woke up reeeeeally early. Hohoho. Bye!:DDD

2007-12-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

Yay, no school tmr(: I've alr a great plan for tmr!

Woke up damn early this morning, i guess ard 8 plus! Mummy bought Macdonald's Big Breakfast for meeeeeeee(((((: But the icemilo seriously tastes like medicineeeee. *blurrrrp*

Awake till now, since baby came over and studied, watched Lust, Caution and had some sweet quality time together. And now he's watching his great Liverpool game while i'm typing secretly.... hohoho.

Hmm. If i'm not wrong there's this IS module-choosing tmr at 8am. But i'm totally having no clue what i shld do. Gonna ask my zabors about it later!(:

OHYAR. Just finished one game of Monopoly with beloved baby!(: But i lost baaaaaadly. The amount of money shown on the top right hand corner belongs to baby while obviously, the amount of money shown on the bottom left hand corner pathetically belongs to meeeee): And i still owe him 11k)))))))):

2007-12-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe i shld just let you do whatever you want, perhaps it's just what you want. If you're really so stressed with me, that you must go there and relax once in every week. If you're really so bored with me at home, which i've heard you say with my own ears. If you treat me equally with your friends, that you said you just wanted to take one day to accompany them when you saw them recently. I'm now letting you go do whatever you want, okay.

I need your company too do you know that?

2007-12-02T14:54:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why these kind of people exists in this world, who says that if you're in an academically-lower school means don't need to study alr? Please think carefully and reflect on yourself, doesn't mean that you can't study means other people can't too. Just concentrate on your life and don't try to influence others to be like yours. My boyfriend's having a wonderful future and please don't destroy it. He treats you as his brother, his good friend - all because you guys went through alot, which i don't think it's alot, that whatever he does, reflects your character which is so unwantable. I just hope that you leave him alone and please stop disturbing him in his studies, asking him not to study but instead waste time with you doing all those unnecessary stuffs. I'm hoping for all these 'cos i know i can't talk much out of him. Please. I'm prepared for quarrels just because of you - which i think it's wasting time and saliva - but i'm just saying what i feel. Please grow up and act like your age.

2007-11-29T07:24:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD, i seriously had fun cam-whoring with the girls man!(: laughed so much and we had so much fun making those really ugly and retarded photos.

EIS teacher FINALLY pushed the presentation to next wednesday for goodness sake(((((((: After whole class rioted, i think he's got nothing to say alr, hohoho!

Tennis tmr! I'm looking forward to see another tennis ball fly out of the court again!:DDDD but i dont like CATS, rah. Presentation tmr, only halfway done for our powerpoint. Sian.

Okay, presenting the retarded photos!((((((:

2007-11-28T06:43:00.000+08:00

Feeling damn pissed about PWA, of' 'cos not the teacher, but my programs and fileeeees): Yesterday tried to open one of the java files but all turned out having errors when i wanted to compile them. Just uninstalled the JCreator program and now i'm having difficulty installing it back, shit. I'll need this badly before PWA test's here!

Getting reeeeeeeal bored during PWA sometimes, this lesson's purely follow suit what chicken little does, can be tiring sometimes though. Somemore it's the last lesson of the day, the time when i wana go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee))))):

Considering mrt concession for my school journeys, 'cos after xinyi and i calculated my total fares, i found out that i actually save 50 plus on my trip fares! Hahahha. Seriously dont mind taking mrt to school actually, wont need to squeeze with others and get my head knocking the window or railings, lol.

Common tests coming soon but i'm not sure why i'm not feeling for anything yet)))): This is actually very bad 'cos i think all the 3 modules tested, i'm ALL not familiar with them yet. I hope there are people out there who thinks like me((((((:

Okay, Elmo's gonna end this post today!(((((((((:

2007-11-27T15:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, a summary of my great weekends(:

Went town area with baby for movie - Tatooist - den walked around taka's kino in search of his Touch magazine but to no avail, cant find it so off we go! Louis Vuitton's always having long queue))))))): But taka's Elmo&Friends performance made my trip there seriously worthwhile! Just by watching the dolls dance while hugging baby really made me feel very fortunateeeeee(:

Had our wonderful dinner at HK Cafe, definitely filling for our tiny stomachs. For sure i'm going back for their yummmmmmmmy butter pineapple bun!:DDDDDD after which we went arcade for our favourite game again!!!!!!! That auto machine that will serve plates and we hit it for the objective to enter the opponents' GOAL! We found a way so that we dont need to put in a single token into that machine and we can play for nutttttttts! Lol.

EIS test made this week started reeeeeally badly. Though we had alot of fun cheating and sharing answers on msn, but the project due on this wednesday really adds on to that heavy pile on my back)))): i've still got my CATS project untouched yet, reeeeeally worrying. Gonna start on it tmr! I hope we can finish it reeeeal fast. Tonight i'm gonna complete my part on EIS and hopefull able to give it to xinyi so that she can compile into that powerpoint presentation!

Okay, it's project-doooooing timeeeeeeee))))))))):

2007-11-26T03:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

Okay great, weekends over so soon, without myself realising it): Now it's time to get down to work, though i think it's abit too late, lol.

Anyway, going for movie with baby(: it's our 9th month together! Despite of what happened or had happened, the love is always there! For now i'm sure(: Watching the Tatooist, okay i know xinyi is gonna complain i'm so man so brave so unwoman blahblahblah. LOL:D

Last friday was hilarious i'd say, the most funny day of the week, and for the Best Female Comedian...........let's welcome...........GOH XINYI!(: WOOOOHOO. From the movie, "Even Before Halloween Started"!!!!!!!!!! *Clapssssssssss*

She's damn funny i tell u, we went library in search for some good shows but turns out that none of the shows we know, plus they're all those literature kind of shows ohmygod. But niceman-ruihao found one good show that i've always been finding for! HALLOWEEN(:

With xinyi's agree, we've decided to make this the show of our day! So we went to find some nice place for this show, sat down and prepared the player. After that was disaster man. The show hasnt even started, only those producers names and that halloween music appeared, xinyi was covering both of her eyes alr, kept repeating this sentence, "I'm scareddd, why am i watching this show?" and alot of other stuffs, which made me laughed and laughed 'cos i think this is the first horror movie she watched after dont-know-how-many years. Okay, i feel ABIT honoured lar xinyi. Lol.

Next, throughout the show i can bearly even see her eyebrow. She kept asking me, "You not scared meh? Today's the first time i found u so man!" LOL. Buay tahan her leh, made a horror become a comedy.

But after 1 and half hours or so we ended the movie and went for our EALS class! Was kind of reluctant to go though, but we have to make up the number or else the teacher would be so disappointed that less den half of the class's present!))))))):

Went to meet baby after school at angmokio hub for xuehuabing again!(: I'm so so addicted to it laaaaar. Walked ard and went home! I love to be with baby, no matter where we're, what we're doing.

I kind of love donuts from only some places but i keep forgetting where i bought them):

2007-11-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

Finally it's thursdaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!(: I've always been looking forward to thursday from 3pm onwards. It's always the happiest time of my whole week 'cos i know i'll be laughing my way off to the tennis court with xinyi. And u dont know what's the next stupidest thing we can do during tennis.

The first lesson of tennis xinyi was soooooo great to hit the ball out of the court TWICE and landed right beside the security guard house. I thought it was quite difficult to hit the ball so far way out. We concluded that the security seems to know her alr. Lol. The third lesson of tennis.. seriously not my day. It was my turn to hit that stupid ball out of the court but this time, into the drain. Was so funny 'cos when we reached the drain, xinyi said, "Let me do the job and get that ball out" and i asked, "Why? I think i look more like i can get that ball out" And her reply made me laugh out REALLY loud. "Hello! I'm from chinese dance one u know? I can split, easier to go inside the drain~" and the next thing is she's inside the drain alr, SPLITTING. Wahlao, i seriously laughed all the way from the drain to the tennis court. But the scene was really hilarious.

Oh back to topic, tennis's one of the reasons why i loved the lower part of the week, plus after thursday it's friday! Though the lessons time on friday are reaaaaaaaally sucky, but once friday's over my weekends are hereeeeee(:

Heard that PSLE results are released todaaaaaaaay! Okay, kind of random i guess(:

Not going for CATS lesson 'cos i couldnt really wake up, woke up but was really really tired. I'm kind of worried for the project 'cos i've got lots of enquiries about it. And it's due in ONE WEEK TIME!))))))):

Okay, i shall prepare to go for tennis alr!(: Byebye, xinyyyyyyyyi and tennnnnnnnis, here i come!

2007-11-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

PWA lesson nowwwwww! I'm such a good girl today to follow really closely what chicken little's typing into that java thingy. But i dont think i understand even a single bit, poor chicken little.

Anyway, going for xuehuabing after school with xinyi at angmokio hub!:D She promised to accompany me, though it's okay for me to go myself, lol. Thank you my deeeeear zabooooor(: I'm looking so so forward for it, heh.

I think fewer and fewer people are tagging on my board): Am going to include a counter in my blog! Not denying that i'm kop-ing it from xinyi's blog, lol.

It's kind of embarrassing to not even know my own horoscope. I'm not sure whether it's libra or scorpio this year 'cos i'm stucked in the middle. Dont know whether it's lucky or suay. Cant really trust magazines as well):

Damn happy 'cos i've known how to solve rubick's 2x2 and 4x4 in a single day! 2x2 solved just by luck, and 4x4 was the result of many days of headache. But whatever it is, i've finally know how to solve them!:DDD i'm just left with 5x5 though):

I'm starting to loosen up my control on you, though not lessen my love for you(:

2007-11-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Passion
Emotional
For you passion is less about romance and sex - it's more about friendship and family. Strong emotional bonds and connections are your passion and your pleasure. You always let your loved ones know how much you love, respect and admire them. You do this through kind words, loving actions and simple gestures. You count your blessings each day and express your love openly. You expect the same from others.

2007-11-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

I'm early for school today! Hee, for a monday i'm considered early alr(: When both xinyi and caihua were late till they missed the first lesson, lol.

School was quite okay today 'cos it's only 3 hours of lessons. Mostly played with cubes and gossiped ard. EALS test after school was kind of alright, 'cos i've finally learnt how to do the questions!(: thanks girls.

Took speeeeedy 74e back home, took only 45 mins though the fare's expensive. I just wished to reach home asap that moment, was feeling really bad inside.

Reached home, had dinner and dozed off awhile. Just woke up and went online for some chats with bestieeee and xinyi/shaotang. Going to bed soon!

Am going angmokio hub for xuehuabing tmr! Looking forward(: though i'm going alone.

2007-11-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

Jennifer - may i know who's this den?

2007-11-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

I wana see him so much everyday but there's just too little time. That quality time we're spending together is getting just so lesser and lesser. I dont know what to do, but everytime when i hear the same place he's going ever and ever again, i just get so down i dont know why. I miss those periods when he gets so angry whenever i tell him i'm going out with my girlfriends, but now i dont think it really affects him anymore. People say every relationship has a honeymoon period, the situation i'm facing now is the result from me not being able to take the fact that this period is gone.

Seven days a week and almost three days fixed for his own programmes. Why cant we meet for like dinner or what, just an hour or so, after his basketball training? He kept asking me, "Do you mind if i go?" But the problem's so what if i'd mind? He will still go ahead isnt it? I wonder sometimes, is he tired of my lifestyle? Those, staying-at-home kind of days? I dont expect any response from him actually, i just need some place to rant. I'm trying to be a nice girlfriend, really trying very hard, not to be his burden that everyday he will have the mentality, "Oh no, not meeting today, will she be unhappy?" That's why i'm not confessing everything to him.

2007-11-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

Oh great, i've created an account in Facebook, kind of late though, hee.

Mummy's birthday in another 2 hours or so! Celebrating with a chocolate tiramisu cake at midnight, tmr bringing her for good food!(: I love my dear mummy! XOXOXOXO. Baby's coming over in awhile for the celebration(:

Downloaded saw4 and am going to watch it soon!(: Watched the first part and it was kind of gross but the whole thing was blur plus subtitles in french-.-

School tmr from 9 to 4! As usual, dajie's driving me to school(: Hohoho. Bye!

2007-11-13T04:23:00.000+08:00

Bestieeeeee and i(:

2007-11-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

The Game Plan was freeeaking nice(:

Went amk hub to watch this movie, didnt want to go any further 'cos was plain lazy. Didnt manage to get a chance for xuehuabing but it's okay! I shall explore kovan one day(:

School tmr from 10 to 4, dreadful but luckily dajie's driving me to school! Hohoho, i'm like repeating this sentence for so many posts alr. Hee. Nothing beats a comfortable transport to school early in the morning, rather den squeezing with all those peeps in the non-aircon 151. Eeks, the thought of it makes me really irritated.

Blog-hopped quite alot this weekend, mahjonged for the 2 days in a row, either won or broke even! That's good 'cos my khakis nowadays are reeeeally lucky. Xinyi! I wana play mahjong with u too:D

This coming week is quiz&test week, the two most dreadful modules are on the list! ASTATS and EALS. Shit, i'll need people's help for EALS!):

Baby downloaded maple into my laptop without me knowing, and by the time i realised it i'm in the game alr. Addiction percentage - 2%. I hope i dont fall back to the past where i dont sleep for days just to rush the leveling! It's seriously not worth itT_T

Okay, i shall chat awhile on msn and den go to sleep reeeeal soon:D

I LOVE YOU BABY(:

2007-11-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

It's not pms that's getting over me, it's the truth and i'm reacting to it normally. Seriously not pms.

Feels no good staying at home all day alone, and what u can do is to only bury yourself in books and thinking of stuffs that noone understands.

I realised i'm forever quarrelling with myself. It hurts so much inside but it's only me myself and i.

I really need to thank xinyi for always naturally listening to me whenever i naturally blurt things out to u. Trust me, urs is better den mine.

prata's waiting for me(: bye.

2007-11-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali(: okay i think i sound retarded.

But anyway, spent the whole day trying to lessen my projects and reports and other schoolwork i'm supposed to complete. COIP presentation's almost done, EIS reports catching up plus ASTATS and EALS revision's started(: No choice, quiz and test next week!

Baby went home immediately after he woke up to go town with his friends, accompanying them for tatoos. Meeting him MAYBE only on saturday): I missed xue hua bing laaaaaar. If anyone happens to know the location of any shop selling xue hua bing must must must tell me okay!):

School tmr really dampens my mood. Lessons from 8-5 is alr depressing, what's more there's COIP presentation. Damn. Can anyone's friday be suckier den mine?): The 3 hours break is really a waste of time, RAH.

Xinyi's been entertaining me with videos recently! This chimpanzee and bulldog have made me laughed so hard these few days.

2007-11-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

Okay great, tutorials, reports and assignments are lagging seriously behind! Gonna use deepavali day, hopefully can catch up and complete everything!><

Went to school with mummy 'cos dajie drove us, fetched eileen too! Was raining so heavily but i reached school on time(: Had a great chat with bestie while on the way:D

Xinyi might not be going school, she's sick! Hope she's able to be in school 'cos i've got serious problem in my Sally Salon, lol. Got the unlimited version but it keeps disconnecting me out of the game for awhile before everything goes back to normal again. This happens after i've reached every level and it's irritating.

Xiaowei's got her own psp! Just had a short chat with her, psps have become so widely known that i bet kids would want one instead of a phone. But it's kind of weird that i'm not very into these stuffs, bcos i would still want a phone, lol.

10-5 lessons tmr! I hate to go home from school ard 5, the bustop is always full of people at that time. And imagine if i'd have to stand, it's one whole hour my goodness. Plus i'm forever so sway to board on the non-aircon 151><

Baby just left from my place, went kovan with him just now in hope to get our Xue Hua Bing, who knows the shop disappeared!T_T Thus we made a detour and got some sushis plus bubble tea. So damn long since i've touched bubble tea alr, but grape red tea sucks):

Okay bye!(:

2007-11-06T11:30:00.000+08:00

First day of school's fine! Brought yummy biscuits which held me through boring EIS lesson, while playing the full version of Sally Salon on xinyi's laptop!(: I'm in the process of downloading it into mine, heh. I was super early for COIP and ended up sitting outside the class. Xinyi was surprisingly second to reach, LOL.

Crapped and stuff during lesson, playing games and video-watching. Xinyi showed me these videos of a chimpanzee named pan-kun and another bulldog travelling? Around their own! Super funny, lol.

Home now watching the 7pm channel 8 show, so bored that i tried out every game on the web-.- Dinner soon!

Not sure whether it's 'cos of my godamn period, getting pissed off easily by things. Mind's wandering away and thinking lots of stuff. Many whys inside my brain but nobody's can answer them.

2007-11-05T06:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to rayson and ahdehhhhhhhh(:

I'm feeling so contented with my life! Friends, baby, family and school are getting better and better(:

Went yiochukang for tennis yesterday with baby! Though it's just one hour, i'm already sweating alot alot but having a whole lot of fun!:D I kept hitting the ball out of court and he'd unluckily be the Ball-Picker. Lol. Home after that!

Got home and washed up before we went cutting our hair at fareast after that! Took about one hour or so, walked over to taka's kino bought some magazines, crazed around den dajie came over to fetch us back home! Oh but before that, we went to buy something for ahdeh(:

Watched soccer with baby and family at home. Got really tired and slept. Woke up this morning, really love the feeling of baby's sleeping face before me when i open my eyes. But he snores really loudly in the middle of the night):

Celebrating ahdeh's birthday with a beautiful cake and her present!(:

2007-11-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

COIP lesson now! The journey up from bustop to block 50 wasn't as tiring as normal days because dajie drove me up! After which she sent mummy to work, hohoho:D

Hate fridays in this semester, simply because of that ridiculour 3 hours break in between. Rah. Just don't know what we should do in that period of time. And i don't really enjoy the lessons of friday, except Mr Dickson's a nice chap!(:

Oh yesterday had lots and lots of fun in tennis SandW. Haha, xinyi was officially named the Team Manager but unofficially named the Ball Picker. LOL. Training yesterday was slack but shag, overall it's fun! 'Cos i've got my wonderful tennis partner who laughs at dont-know-whatever-thing.

And anyway, we're running for fun on the 16th of november in school! It's a relay thing and though we don't intend to win, we will still finish the race! It's so damn bloody long since i've stepped on the running track, that's how unhealthy and lazy i am.

Went chompchomp last evening after school with baby! To make up for wednesday's absence there, lol. We had hokkien mee, stingray, crayfish and sugarcane with lemon! The meal was just so wonderful, plus it's with baby! Heh after that went to the park nearby, sweeeeeet moments awhile on the swings before nature's calling, thus went to the nearby petrol station and settled it. Home after that!:D

Going NYDC for icecream with baby later! Walk around den baby's going Zouk(: Tennis this weekend! Cutting my hair too, friends encouraging to keep it long but i'm just too lazy to manage or tie it up):

Behind time for submission of tutorials! This applies to many many modules oh-my-god. Just don't have the right mood or feeling to do them at home, this is bad i know, but no choice):

okay bye!

2007-11-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween:D

I'm sick, luckily it was a minor one. But missed the chomp dinner): Had baby's company at night though.

SandW tmr! Tennis Tennis and Tennis, gonna see two crazy girls with their hair tied up running around the court. *Winks beautifully at xinyi* Of course, winking without my mouth moving upwards HOR XINYI, lol. CATS lesson before that dampens my mood, it's kind of a boring lesson to me-_____-

Was HALLOWEEN today and saw many weirdos during lunch, super scary lar. People walking around with the Scream mask holding a knife, or Red devils strolling the school. Yucks.

Town with baby after school tmr! Hand in his punchcard and gonna pa tor around, hee:D My dear boy's so in love with nata de coco the Meiji yogurt, Kinder Brueno and Cheezels. That explains the one whole lot of tummy of his.

Oh i was so lucky to pick up a 2GB memory stick outside the mrt platform this morning on my way to school:D Belongs to a malay chap. Oops i hope the owner don't happen to pass by around here! =X

I need some entertainment in my life suddenly. I wish to go Australia with baby to sit on those reeeeeally exciting rides plus take lots of photos with the amazing and gorgeous sceneries with baby. It's gonna be my wish/dream for now! I'm yearning for a cool black camera for myself(:

2007-10-31T06:15:00.000+08:00

People change, things change. And change is the only constant factor in this whole universe. That's why people have no choice but to adapt to this good yet cruel factor.

Couples break up more often with the reason, "You've changed." But come to think of it, is there really a forever-honeymoon relationship? I personally don't think there is one. Thus people have no choice, but just to get used to the change in people, their thinkings. Why not think back, aren't those memories enough to hold one back? Breakups happen when either one gives up in adapting.

But never will I mention this reason, let alone a breakup. I've got one great boy here with me, always there for me - either physically or mentally. Sweet memories created by the both of us, the happiness and love will always be there<3

Cheer up joce, a better one's yet to come!(:

2007-10-31T05:45:00.000+08:00

Chicken little lesson now! Also game-playing lesson for the zabors(: It's a wonderful Tuesday with the girls, lunch's always full of laughters and jokes. Videos accompanied us while waiting for the next lesson to start. Found an amazing fact that Momo actually let out that "shitting" sound while shitting. It's hilarious cos none of my dogs give that sound.

Anyway, having dinner at chompchomp tmr with baby & flowers, alex yuentuck & kaming(: Though class ends late at 7, but i'm looking forward to this dinner!

2007-10-30T03:27:00.000+08:00

am in school now! had practical for EALS just now, reached school freaking early): met baby to go interchange together, hee.

think i'm lagging behind for my tutorials): but i dont think i have the time to do them! cutting hair this weekend, perhaps the other one i'll finish my tutorials!

oh it feels great to sleep on the upper deck of the double-deck bed, hee. but unfortunately someone's too heavy to even climb up the stairs, lol.

i think i'm having monday's bluessssss, didnt really felt like waking up this morning. mummy went on cruise and i needed baby, my maid and erjie to wake me up, gosh.

okay, blog-hopping time!(:

2007-10-29T04:46:00.000+08:00

it's a goooooooooooooda afternoon, lol. after about almost 12 hours of continuous mahjong-playing, that sleep was reaaally deep(:

one day tour at chinatown with baby later! actually the main thing was the pasarmalam, heard good food sold there, heh. gonna check it out later!

baby's going hongkong during december! 10 days without him, lol. i hope i dont go around the house grabbing and pulling my hair out, finding for things to do!): he'd better buy something for meeee.

ant's going back this wednesday! really good to have her at home, the next time she's back, we're gonna paint our entire house! woohoo(: i love painting the walls!

i find that i often window-shop, i think i'm those kind of ppl who hesistate super long about one piece of clothing or a pair of shoe. perhaps bcos i need to take into consideration whether my 2 sisters will wear them anot. and i think i seriously can save, but whatever it is, it feels great to have some money in your wallet though(:

okay, tucking in to my mee robus feast! bye(:

2007-10-24T06:08:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO, I LOVE TODAY SO MUCH. SERIOUSLY.

anyway, idiot baby went home at 1130pm yesterday. didnt even want to wait till midnight, rah.

school was quite normal today, went to school by shuttle bus with bestie and we gossiped, as usual! for awhile den went to sleep on the super duper comfortable chair, lol.

lessons were okay, teachers didnt really irritated me alot. lunched with zabors at canteen 1, missed the japanese rice alot!:PP anyway the girls surprised me with a pair of white skinny jeans! love them so so much(: seriously speaking, it's just 6 months plus and i've alr enjoyed the times we spent together! the irritating talks, gossiping, laughing non-stop and alot alot! 6 months and still counting!(:

my uber sweet class was nice enough to sing the birthday song at the end of EALS lesson, damn paiseh, but everything ended with my sweeeeeeeeeet smile, lol.

took photos before ASTATS lesson, but saw the teacher coming so slacked awhile before entering the hypnotism class! caihua made me laughed like hell when she said one sentence about her eyes, lol. no offence ah caihua!(:

having PWA lessons now, chicken little teacher always brighten my day. he remembers me! hahahha, by that fat photo of mine he managed to say, "You are lileen right?" lol. and he cutely pronounces JAVA as JAWA=X

my sweeeeeeetest thanks to:

eileen, xiaowei, janice and mabel - for the dinner yesterday evening at cafe cartel and the nice bright sunflower!(: enjoyed every outing with u girls, made a very important part of my life! loves!(:

xinyi&caihua - my poly life's brightened up bcos of u girls! gave me the reason to wake up early in the morning, all the way from sengkang to NP(: and the surprise both of u gave me in the classroom! love you all so much(:

1L06 - for the really nice birthday song! thanks for everything and the laughter given! loves(:

and not to forget, my dear family and baby!(:

2007-10-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!:D

2007-10-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

school early in the morning is a torment, plus i'm always early for morning classes and late for afternoon classes(i dont know why). it's bad to reach school so early alone): today for instance, reached 730 for 8am lessons, ended up going canteen 1 for this:

hohoho, it's nice okay! and cheap, plus the aunty's so nice(:

xinyi and caihua's late 1 hour for COIP, cos it's 3 whole hours of that! stupid xinyi told me only when i'm on the shuttle bus): want to late also cannot, grrr. but i dont blame her, she's such a pig. oops=X i suppose she didnt see what's behind that white screen!

shit twice just now, stomach still hurts. this is so bad, everytime after visiting the toilet i feel so damn weak. and this room is so bloooooody cooooold.

watching The Brave One with baby, and family!(: hope it's nice cos i dont really know what this movie is about thus not looking very forward to it.

seriously dont like the modules in this semester, cos none of them interests me): only one! hahahha. the zabors shld know which one i'm talking about:D the Chicken Little!

2007-10-18T05:29:00.000+08:00

having ASTATS lessons now! classmates presenting, lol. just saw this on geokting's shirt:

Do You Know The Meaning Of, ABCDEFG - A Boy Can Do Everything For Girls

But, GFEDCBA -Girls Forget Everything Done, Catches Boy Again

so sian, lesson's till 5): luckily john's sending me home! but lesson starts late tmr! 1-5pm:DDD i think i'm joining tennis! hohoho. it's gonna be so fun cos quite alot are in the same time slot(:

ant and dajie's coming back tonight! yay, missed them so so much. hope they bought lots of chocolates and nougats back for us! hee.

2007-10-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

school was fun today! laughed alot alot with zabors. as usual, lessons were boring, met an irritating teacher who gave us individual project on the first day which caught me so troubled now 'cos i've still yet to complete it-.-

tried the food at the new Pine's Restaurant! Chicken chop baked rice was delicious(: but somehow dont really like the milo dinosaur, lol.

oh PWA teacher was damn cute can!? he looks so much like Chicken Little, hahahha! but poor him didnt really attracted my attention in his lesson which resulted in me lagging in his lesson): and the reason for me not really paying attention to his lesson was 'cos the 3 of us were like minor-camwhoring!:D

2007-10-16T05:57:00.000+08:00

am in school now! so happy to see my always-laughing class again=P but new teachers are equally boring. the words they speak seem like hypnotizing spells which easily make my eyes droop~.~

finally saw bestie during break! been so long since i saw her in NP!:D but anyway, classes were kind of short today, maybe 'cos it's still the first day thou(: sandwiches from the Atrium are still as tasty! hohoho:D

i'm still troubled by what i should choose for SandW! not really interested in volley, most girls in my class going for yoga, wonder if yoga's fun?(:

steamboat dinner at baby's place! ending school by 4, hope this teacher releases us early! it's a long long journey homeeeeee~

2007-10-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

Five phrases women use

1) Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five Minutes - If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have been given five more minutes to watch the soccer game before helping around with the housework.

3) Nothing - This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in "Fine".

4) Go Ahead - This is a dare, not a permission. Dont do it!

5) Loud Sigh - This isn't actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about "Nothing". (Refer to #3)

2007-10-12T09:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dajie(:

these few days were great!(: meeting up with flowers blahblahblah.

Tuesday
went plaza sing to get the Ratatouille package, was damn cute:D bought yummy donuts and after which went cck to meet the zabors for dinner! most funny part of the night was the surprise for baby(: i hope he was touched!

Wednesday
went out with mabel and eileen! interviewed at Recruit Express, hope they would get me a good job! lol. den went to meet janice and xiaowei, had dinner at the hongkong XinWang cafe! the food was nice but too much a portion!): was damn full after that. but the ice milk tea's still as nice!(: after that headed janice's house downstairs to slack, initially bball but lack of courts, lol. chit chat and home sweet home!(:

school's starting soon and i'm looking very forward!(: not sure whether my timetable's sucky anot, but ends either 4 or 5pm): i hope the teachers are better this semester!

2007-10-06T00:35:00.001+08:00

dinner with flowers was great!(: seriously love them more than anything else. we just have endless topics to gossip about, hahahha. how we wished eileen was with us during the first part of the night~ LOL.

met up with JMX at macdonalds, gossiped and i had my dinner(: decided to go janice's house downstairs play cards. ended up playing only 4 or 5 rounds of daidi, den eileen came! janice brought pizza for us, yummy:D chat for some time before mabel and xiaowei had to go. continued chatting with dun and bestie, den dearest mabel called janice to join in chatting!(:

took cab home after awhile. shldnt have, cos erjie offered to fetch me actually. if not it would be a free ride for me and bestie!

OHYAR, this is so funny, 4 of us except mabel have the same panty! it's so much of a coincidence, what's so interesting is xiaowei and i were wearing it den! hahahha.

meeting the girls tmr for donut and window shopping!(: loves! goodnight(:

i love you, that's why i have to let you go. but please don't disappoint me(:

2007-10-05T07:27:00.000+08:00

ohno, now i miss salmon sushi so damn much):

out yesterday afternoon with bestie was great, yup that movie was really bad, but it's such a long time since i've watched movie with bestie, so i cant really say i've wasted my money! but that show really sucks, better watch out, Joshua.

anyway, present hunting was really difficult! especially for Rayson Cheong. lol. eileen didnt comment anything though, it's just my opinion, hahahh. but eileen's sweet enough to actually do something to the elmo herself:D

janice and xiaowei's still as tall, not much difference but they've got a good job i suppose! 7 per hour but looks a slacking job to me(: i've heard mabel's job is really crazy, the pay's so good i wouldnt mind doing full shift everyday, lol. great bestie's looking out for a job for me with really good pay, i love you bestie!:D but anyway, met up and had suki sushi for dinner, was really great talking with them. had 6 plates of salmon sushi, this is crazy i know but i'm just so in love with salmon!:O i think i've not seen mabel for quite some time!

anyway, this sunday most probably going queenstown for this mercedescafe job which is only for this weekend, nice and sweet xinyi got it for me, loves! finally meeting up with her soon, but might be during work, lol.

i think 4D's so difficult to win, the probability of winning is so damn low. i think soccer's easier, lol. getting kind of hooked on soccer matches(:

2007-10-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just regret whatever i've done or said, actions or words that would trigger your temper and result in u losing it. i've once told you i hate apologies in relationships 'cos people tend to use it to end majority of quarrels, perhaps in ours only.

i'm not expecting any response from you 'cos whatever i've typed here are just rantings. i just hope these kind of unnecessary quarrels wont be frequent. but i dont think it has affected our relationship even by a bit, i believe in it. 'cos i recognise that the strong bond in us isnt for nothing; the past 7 months aren't for nothing(:

but does what your nick says make me an unreasonable adult?

2007-09-30T08:03:00.000+08:00

what a saturday!:D woke up only at 2 plus, went compass to look for erjie's birthday pressie and went home! lol. tmr's her birthday and we're going farrer road for dinner! bought a cross necklace and i expect her to hang it in her car so that she will see it like almost everyday! and i hope she likes the card for di-di-kir and me~

mahjong-ed yesterday with kenneth and ivan. not going to touch mahjong for another period of time again! hate quarrels over mahjong):

meeting the zhabors tmr at chuachukang! hohoho, for lunch and walk ard! it's been a long long time since i went over chuachukang with them for sushi!:D loves!

shld be going jurong point to meet baby at his workplace and den join my family for dinner!(:

2007-09-29T09:08:00.000+08:00

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点辨扭
傻瓜也许单纯的多爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价代价只是一句傻瓜

如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
如果你也听说有没有想过我
像普通旧朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和舍不得又无可奈何
如果你也听说会不会相信我
对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我胸口依然温热（如果你想起我你会想到什么）

你是爱我的

同样的一场日落同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我时间一到就松手
你用一万个理由都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后
你害怕的是什么你想要的是什么
站在你背后我连呼吸都痛
我要相信你是爱我的我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯
我用一万个答案解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错
你害怕的是什么你想要的是什么
站在你背后我连呼吸都痛
我要相信你是爱我的我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯
你怀里有太多问号告诉我怎么依靠
我要相信你是爱我的我要相信你是勇敢的
我烦时间是最残酷的我怎么等
我要相信你是爱我的不要当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯

super in love with this song! landy's really good(: watched the mtv over and over again on youtube(: mtv's quite sad though! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGGBoFeWVLw
second song by amei(: yet another sad song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWV8fdoz8ko&mode=related&search=

2007-09-27T08:47:00.000+08:00

yay! staying overnight yesterday at mabel's house was great! i love the ghost stories(:

okay, let's see. baby and me went town for Underdog! 'There's no need to fearrrr, 'cos UNDERDOG is hereeeeeee!' wahahahah i love this show, mainly cos my doudou's inside! heeee(: but sitting beside was a weirdo, i dont really know how to explain it but he's just such a weirdo):

oh we walked ard in town, i bought a bag(: and my feet hurt alot cos of that stupid nice-on-the-outside-but-inside-sucks shoe): after that we headed to mabel's house!

i think the main dish was mooncakesss instead of the spaghetti, lol. the mooncakesss dont taste bad but we had to play games to get rid of them, hahahh. and honey dun was so funny when we were watching the 9pm show.

after that was gossiping and ghost stories telling time! lol. xiaowei freaked out, HAHAHH. so sad in the end she had to go home, not sure about the reason but it's okay(: after quite some time we mahjong-ed till morning and went home! were all so godamn tired):

munching on mooncakesss now and watching tv! i guess life's all about this(: my dear toffee and hebe went for grooming and they all looked sooooooo great!:DD i love them(:

it's been 7 great months! i love you! my dear hubby-D*

2007-09-24T15:46:00.000+08:00

currently watching the manu-chelsea match with family!(: gona stop buying soccer alr, it's like so difficult to predict when u're not a soccer crazy fan):

anyway, just found out that school's starting only on the 14th october! so great cos at first i thought it's the 7th or somewhere earlier(: but something bad cos i'm kind of broke and nowhere to go): everyone seems working! hmm, sounds like a great idea to go swimming alone? shall try:D

i think i'm starting to hate mahjong, it's hate anyway. used to dont-want-to-play in the past, but seems like mahjong spoils relationships, perhaps for my case):

oh mooncake's piling up in my house! tuesday's mooncake festival, our 7th month and one of my primary school mate's birthday! lol sounds abit redundant, but still:D okay great it's nana's birthday too! happy advanced birthday to u nana! janice wee please tell her if u see this, if not she's gonna dont-like-me for not knowing it's her birthday(: not very sure about playing lanterns and candles but it's for sure i'll be stuffing myself with mooncakes and looking at the big round moon out there!(:

i miss you out there; this sour feeling in my heart, it's really sour):

2007-09-23T03:07:00.000+08:00

ohno, i had a big serious fever for one whole week, and the highest temperature recorded was 39.9): went through the blood test yesterday, freaked me out. nurse told me the feeling's just a pinch but it came out to be tens of ppl pinching me): immediately after blood test puked. results show unknown infection, this is sad. i'm weak and underweight.

was perfectly fine this morning, went bedok for breakfast with my mummy and sisters. now they are pigs!:D

oh yar, seems like school's starting! kind of looking forward, cos i really missed my class(: and the girls! meeting tmr for sure!

was supposed to meet flowers last friday but cant, due to the blood test and my fever. i dont know when i can get to see them alr. seems like i'm the only one not working, heh.

baby's working! i'll be so damn bored at home): i'll miss u larp chiong, alot so much! <3

2007-09-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

RAH, down with fever again):

2007-09-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

T70! okay great, i'm in the same IS class with dear shihui and jane!(: wahahahh and same IS time slot with xinyi! though not in the same class and time slot with caihua, but i'm sure we will still meet for lunch or something!(:

yes i'm gonna watch tv alr!(: kind of weird to just blog about this but i just have to!(:

2007-09-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

oh yes, just checked my exams results and i passed everything! though not very good kind of pass but i still made it!(:

hope the rest did well too, especially my zhabors(: hope to hear from u girls soon!

okay i shall go back to sleep 'cos i know baby wont be awake so early, heh.

2007-09-14T04:57:00.000+08:00

it's yayness to the router! though it's kind of lag sometimes(: but feels so good to use my laptop without that cable dangling ard!

anyway, watched Ratatouille last night with family and baby(: supper-ed at punggol park after that. baby did a super-confirm-will-deduct-marks-thing with my mum-.- but made everyone rofl:P

watching The Number 23 with baby later and going town!(: mainly for the reason, i craved for the bball machine located in plaza sing(: reason's kind of stupid to go town, but ofcos will be shopping ard! and i've got a mickey purse!(:

and oh, i've finally got the Gv movie club card! it's the shape of a popcorn, just so adorable(: waited quite awhile for it, now it's the Citibank Clear Card, when is it coming!?

didnt realise soccer-betting can be so fun, loool. the excitement of watching the game alone can give heart attacks(: won money from the Eng-Rus match! 50 bucks, hohoho.

tired of slacking at home, watching routine shows on scv like the Love Guarantee, Kang Xi and lots. feel like working but it's kind of difficult to get a real good weekend job nowadays):
missed the zhabors like shit! got to meet up with them at our usual haunt and catch up with each other's life(:

2007-09-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Janice dun!(: loves!

second thing to say, i'm sad 'cos i dropped my ring in the wide siloso beachT_______T

beaching was fun!(: lol got burnt ofcos and am ultra tired. pizza hut after beaching! damn full after that(:

slept once i reached home, till evening time when i woke up we watched America's Next Top Model Cycle 8(: lesser bitches this cycle, perhaps 'cos it's just the beginning, heh.

meeting baby early in the morning tmr at compass! gonna tutor him Logistics, lol. shopping for mama chung's birthday present also(: ohh and photo album too! i wana get a nice one and store all my photos with baby inside(:

2007-09-07T07:36:00.000+08:00

okay, it was a wonderful day 'cos things were made quite clear and i should know my part(:

slept only at 7 in the morning and ofcos, woke up only during early afternoon and sent baby my lucks for his Microsoft Access paper. it turned out easy for him, hope it's true(:

watched tv practically the whole day with my dogs(: lol

and i think my maid's having pms. not very sure whether her period's coming anot but she just gets on my nerves. early in the morning and she bangs whatever stuff she touches-chairs against tables, balcony and bathroom doors, drags sofas-when i'm just about to enter my dreamland>:( seriously dont know what's wrong but i've got a feeling she's tired of whatever she's doing currently):

but anyway, ard evening time i went to meet baby and his mum for a chat in starbuck's, compass(: walked ard compass and we parted, for his mum went to shop for stuffs and baby sent me home.

omg see, it's 4.36 in the morningT_____T i'd better drag myself to bed with toffee real soon.

sentosa with baby and dajie tmr! loves(:

2007-09-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

having late nights and i think it's insomniaT_____T it's 4.14 in the morning but i still cant feel even a bit of tired-ness):

kind of busy with preparing baby's revision these few days. seriously hope he will do well for every single paper, or at least try his very best(: praying hard *fingers crossing real tight*

but anyway, not forgetting honey dun's birthday party this friday! looking forward to it cos the previous experience was a great one(: it's still so far away from mine): however i still love it when i'm at this age, sweet sweet sixteen:DD

i've got so many movies wanting to watch - 1408, Dead Silence and perhaps Ratatouille!(:

It's kind of sweet when I wake up in the afternoon, seeing you creep into the room and lying beside me(:

2007-09-02T09:24:00.000+08:00

went back NV ytd! saw so many familiar faces(:

went plaza's macdonald with baby, eileen and rayson. met flowers after that(: went home and played mahjong. chompchomp after that!

YUMMY food there seriously made me love chompchomp so much(: lots of retarded photos taken but only the nicest one will be here(: lol

the super bloody and raw cockles):

my must-order food in chompchomp(:

to go along with, the sugarcane drink!(:

last but not least, FLOWERS(:

2007-08-29T15:51:00.000+08:00

okay, this dog licencing thingy is pissing our whole family off>:(

anyway, it's almost midnight now and i'm gonna sleep soooooon(: i think i'm just gonna sleep my holiday off, lol. cant cant! have to spend my holidays really wisely(:

got a new phone! not very sure about its status but i just like it. perhaps it's better den my previous sony ericsson phone but i'm just tired of the old one, heh. it's slide somemore okay(:

had a chat with bestie just now, and i found out that i'm like rotting at home since my holiday startedT_________T

okay to console myself, i'm going out tmr with baby for his dental appointment. hahahh. going back NV this friday and i think it's mahjong session after that! hohoho. it's so damn long since i've touched mahjong, lol.

my dearest loiloi is super cute can?! after john left she went straight to the balcony and looked downstairs, as if finding for john:DDDD

2007-08-25T07:12:00.000+08:00

YAY, HOLIDAYS(: WOOHOOOOOO.

last paper was havoc, totally bullshitting throughout the paper, lol. hope the teachers would be nice enough to let me pass!(:

still in school now, discussing about our answers.

okay, it's time to celebrate and off to find for jobs!(: financially down, lol.

having a date with dajie, going east coast park this sunday!(:

2007-08-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

YAY(: business finance paper's over! left with the only sucky ITL which is tmr):

hope the gorgeous-pretty-beauty invigilator will let me pass(: seriously made lots of effort studying for this moduleT____________T

andand, i need super lots of sleep laaaaaaar. looking forward to the weekends!:DDD

the girls seriously made me laughed alot today, especially xinyi with her imitating of Miss Swan:P

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNYJOHNY(: the tiramisu cake was delicious, yeah baby? the guessing game was interesting just now(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY'S MUMMY TOO.

got the rubick's stickers and i simply love my new-ly pasted cube(:

the bright green doesn't really look very bright over here, but it's really bright(: and the purple too!

the silver!(:

the cute lil' babies keychain we bought long ago but only managed to post it today(:

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